copyrighted by limdejun;djrhapsody;darkdegree
right-click is banned @ gunshotx.blogspot
! through the windows of gray
& in words of mine

-within the hidden words, i find
the horizon of love
<body><center></center>
HORIZON

of love, in words of mine.

beyond .

nel

hwa chong institution
16 years old
nov 06 1992
singapore

heh i'm just a random blogger who doesn't have much to say i guess. you're probably here only because you know me, so please make me happy and leave a tag, so i know that i do have readers at least, and probably encouraged to blog more :D i'm rather sporty so i normally enjoy sports, esp waterpolo. and i wish to quickly grow up, don't ask why lol =x

unspoken .




REWIND .

  • Pages: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 ... 19



  • EXITS .

    amelia
    benben
    chengxin
    dahwei
    devonly
    fen
    gladys
    grace
    hongrui
    jane
    jianwen
    khai
    laffie
    matthew
    momo
    nicole
    peifen
    peter
    phuisee
    phyllis
    ruiqi
    shawn
    vera
    wenhao
    xuancheng
    yunjie
    zhihui


    credits .

    Designer: X X X
    Image: X
    Style: X
    Hosts: X X X
    Font: X

    Thursday, June 19, 2008
    Thursday, June 19, 2008 2:25 AM

    yup i've moved. apparently some browser problem with ebloggy, which comes on and off, so back to blogspot i go.

    CLICK HERE



    Saturday, June 14, 2008
    Saturday, June 14, 2008 3:22 PM

    HOHO i'm back from retreat, enriched! the main focus in this year's retreat was the LIFEgame, where it's just a simulation of a life, which seems all so ordinary and boring and monotonous, till the point where all the twists start coming in, where all the messages start flowing in, where the impacts hits you so hard, where everything you've done fits in like a puzzle.

    i roomed with matthew and corn this year, and i shall listen to gordon next time and not judge a book by its cover! he's like so quiet and shy most of the time, but when we fed him sugar, he was like MADDDD and CRAZZY. like nicole! and this retreat, i really made loads of friends, mainly from the interaction during the LIFEgame, and fellow high partiers!

    was quite disappointed at the beginning, when the game seemed so useless and lame, and seemed like it was such a waste of our time. however, only at the end did i realise how much what we did in the beginning mattered, and the message hit really hard. it made me realise how important it is to share the gospel with others, especially our friends, and how just He can use our words and actions, no matter how small, to perform His miracles.

    and i was really really touched when during the altar call, where we were called to serve Him full-time, but i responded that i wasn't fully ready to take up the challenge. and just right there and then, He just comforted me and i felt His presence before me, telling me that it was alright and He understood what i felt. and it's just amazing how forgiving our God just is, no matter how big our sin is, He never gets angry at us and just forgives everything, as long as we come before Him and confess. i also saw the importance of the Word of God, and how my negligence of reading the Bible brought about my short-sightedness in the game.

    i always expected retreat to bring about just spiritual high. but i guess this year's one differed in the sense that it sort of targetted a different area of my spiritual life, and showed me the importance of serving Him. the testimonies shared at the end of the game also served as a motivation, and i saw how really age didn't matter in serving God, how His profound words could be shared with just anyone, regardless of age.

    thanks to everyone who made my retreat such an enjoyable experience (:

    nicole, matthew, corn, adora, gordon, jethro, shermine, tatwai, and everyone else i'm too lazy to name! and especially God (:



    Friday, June 13, 2008
    Friday, June 13, 2008 4:27 PM

    Repost of the prayer request in Prayer Hub:

    Hi, I am Ricky Wee from EA. I want to share an urgent prayer request and hope our dear intecessors can also join me and a group of faithful others to pray for a little 2 year old girl call Jillian Lee.

    Jillian is the younger daughter of Jonathan Lee, one of my regular rugby kakis. Little Jillian was diagnosed with a very aggressive form of child cancer call Rhabdoid Tumour about 2 months back. The tumour hit one of her kidneys and the affected kidney was urgently removed. Jillian has been on a series of strong chemotherapy to counter this aggressive cancer since. Statistically, survival rate of this form of cancer is very low. Only 20% live up to 5 years.

    As the chemo is strong, the side effect is also potentially bad. And after every session, her blood and platelet count will drop to sometimes zero. This caused her to be very vulnerable to secondary infections.

    Just today, Jillian was wheeled into ICU to draw out fluid in her lungs which has been giving her a bad cough; all this while she is nursing a bacterial infection in her blood. The bad news is that the fluid drawn out was actually blood. This is very bad news as it is a signal the cancer might have hit her lungs as well.

    I sincerely ask the church and intecessors to join me to pray for:

    a. God’s hands be upon little Jillian and for His full and

    complete healing for her cancer according to His will.

    b. for God to give her the strength to undergo the series of

    chemo and for God to reassure Jillian of His constant

    presence in her sickness

    c. pray against side effect

    d. for strength, comfort and support for Jillian’s parents

    Jonathan and Kelly.

    And for anybody reading this, if your blood group is B+, little Jillian might need your blood platelet if you can donate. She may need this after every chemo session . If you are able to and willing, pls contact me at 96921654. I will give you further details.

    Thanks and God bless you all.

    agape,

    ricky

    ----------------
    posted just to spread the word, saw this on the blog of a friend. and yup, i'm back from retreat and it was brilliant! updates coming on later (:



    Thursday, May 29, 2008
    Thursday, May 29, 2008 2:04 PM

    mmmm been quite awhile since i got back already, yet there's a lack of updates D: basically cause i still haven't got the pictures yet, except a handful.

    and SOO.
    (this will be edited time to time)

    DAYONE.
    DEPARTURE AND ARRIVAL

    departure from singapore at 0010hrs, after goodbyes. we transitted via beijing, and basically slept through the whole flight till eugene called me the 'king of sleep', cause the moment i sat down i fell asleep and never woke up o.o

    when we arrived at mongolia eventually, the PRCs were denied entry for some reason, and were rushed back to beijing. apparently they needed visas even for a stay less than 14 days, and this was unexpected as the previous trips didn't require them to have visas, and the tourism agency also confirmed that. maybe it's just cause some dumb guy dropped his china passport and the mongolian custom officer happened to find it, and questioned the whole group.

    and yea, their airport is a complete contrast of ours, their airport only operates about six hours a day, in comparison to our 24/7 one. and it isn't very large or high-tech in any sense, just one large building with a runway at the back.

    afterwhich we headed for our base camp for the whole mongolia trip located at zuriin-am. during the briefing, we were told not to expect good food while we were here, and were even told that the mongolians might lack simple food items like sugar and drank their tea with salt. but the food was actually very good, much better than some food we find here.

    we also contructed our own gers(yurts) which we would be staying in, and my team managed to build ours, but the others didn't manage to because of some equipment breakages and lines of weaknesses, causing the centre pole to be unable to balance. it took a great deal of time, about three and a half hours i guess.

    so all of us entered a land, and embraced a new experience and environment, taking up a new challenge in un unfamiliar terrain (:


    DAYTWO.
    ADAPTING AND ROCKCLIMBING

    yup, we woke up freeeeezing cold many times in the night, and was cold to the point where you'd rather not move and freeze, than to get out and adjust yourself into a warmer position, but freeze while adjusting yourself. and your thick sleeping bag gets cold once you leave it.

    mm so there's this morning assembly thingy where there's flagraising as usual, but of the mongolian flag, obs flag and blue peter flag. then there was a morning game to wake everyone up, and was called 'celebration', which is simple 'da feng chui'. this game allowed us to know the names of the others, including the mongolians there, regardless of instructor or fellow travelmate. we had four mongolian teens joining us in our camp, and they're names are not exactly easy to spell: zolboo, namuun(no idea how it's spelt), nasaa(otgonnasarr), and okna(ugas$@(*$�, no idea how to spell also).

    and soooo, we were split into team SAR and NAR, meaning moon and sun respectively. i was in sar, and we designed our team charter -> mature, optimistic, open and never say dieeee. which makes up MOON=SAR :D

    after that was the rockclimbing. there was the usual belay lessons, and lessons on the ATC. then was the real hands-on, and this was completely different from previous experiences as we were climbing a real rock mountain, and not some fake wall. it was so much harder, as you need to find your own foothold and any crack which you can grasp on for support. there were two walls in total, the first was gentler, but there was a lack of nice footing and grabbing. the second was almost vertical, but had relatively more cracks.

    i tried the second one, and failed terrible =x i reached only halfway, before giving up because i got stuck in a stupid crack. the presence of more cracks also didn't really make the climbing much easier, cause they didn't provide very much balance. and it was very painful to slide down the wall face after pulling yourself up, cause of lack of grip. but zolboo amazingly stunned us by completing it in around seven minutes, where the first person took half an hour.

    oh, and we had to chop our own firewood to be used in the furnaces in our gers, as well as collect water from the stream a distance away. and woodcutting was damn fun, though alot of people weren't very good at it as they were very hesitant, fearing to chop off their fingers =x

    before we slept at night, we chatted through until the lights went out, and it proved to be a great team bonding experience as many of us didn't know each other very well. david also sacrificed some of his beauty sleep to keep up the furnace until we were all sleeping soundly, which was really nice of him. and now that we know the names of the mongolians, our ties and relations with them have taken a step further (:

    BIG EDIT: I SHALL BUMP UP THIS POST LATER ON, THUS UPDATES WILL COME IN LATER :D



    Wednesday, May 21, 2008
    Wednesday, May 21, 2008 1:36 AM

    i'm back from mongolia! although i've been delayed by two days, updates of my trip will come soon enough when i get my pictures =)

    mongolia was really really great, and those with an opportunity to visit ob mongolia, please do so (:

    bairta~



    Friday, May 09, 2008
    Friday, May 09, 2008 12:35 PM

    hohoho, and this shall be the last you hear of me in 10 days! i'm off to ob mongolia till the 19th, and see you all till then loves :D

    BYEEEEE, hope i don't die there, though i'll probably miss those close ones close to me! :D take care~

    sorry if this isn't very coherent, i'm rushing off =x



    Tuesday, May 06, 2008
    Tuesday, May 06, 2008 3:42 PM

    it's been really cheery and awfully active in class recently, with just laughter emerging at every random occassional moment. whether it's getting caught playing fifa in class, or just funny remarks from people, but somehow they just can't fill the space in me.

    just this hole, which only one thing can fill, which one person can do. and whenever i worry, everything seems to start going downhill, because it's just such an important place in me, that i can't help but be concerned about. it just strikes me everywhere i am, everything i do.

    oh, what must i do to fill up this emptiness within?

    currently trying to finish up all undone work before departing to mongolia.



    Saturday, May 03, 2008
    Saturday, May 03, 2008 9:26 AM

    hohoho, it was open house today, which meant that there was a full 4 hours of work, and handling little children and parents :/

    i was helping out at this math fun corner thingy, where all the puzzles like quorridor, quarto, quixo, gobblet, cathedral, pylos, set game, and other many games you don't normally play xD and now i'm sort of in love with quarto and gobblet, cause they're the most unpredictable and require your utmost memory :D and HAHAHA i wont dahwei 3-4 times while i lost once only :D

    and there was this damn cute boy there also, his hair was spiked and dahwei called him "poser"! but he looks and sounds damn adorable, and he stayed there for quite long xD omg i sound paedophilic =x

    then since i was bored after that, i decided to go play street soccer at hcis court for fun, and we ended up playing walk soccer cause everyone was damn tired, and it's kinda self-explanatory i think -.- and their penalty shots were so accurate that even moved from my squatting position i must say =x

    lala, and i'm back home after a long nap on the bus :D



    Saturday, April 26, 2008
    Saturday, April 26, 2008 2:17 PM

    hoho, i saw a cute small boy riding on the driver's seat with his dad while driving just now, and though it's kinda dangerous, it just reminds me of how when i was much younger, my dad did just the exact same thing and let me hold the steering wheel whike driving.

    which brings me to wonder how much i've really changed ever since i grew up, ever since i've drifted from my family. and my dad might just be going overseas to work soon, coming back only every few months to half a year, uncertain as of now. purpose? to earn enough so that my university fees in the future won't be a problem. yet i hardly communicate with them anymore, though i try to as much as it's within my tolerance limits, before i explode at how much of a nag they are.

    though you both probably won't ever see this, and i probably won't ever say it directly, thanks alot my dear parents. i appreciate what you're doing, but i just have no idea how to reciprocate.

    on a side note, they went to church today (: it's a beginning!



    Friday, April 25, 2008
    Friday, April 25, 2008 3:32 PM

    roar! 29 points for napfa again, missed by one ><

    sit-ups: 44 [A]
    sbj: 248 [A]
    shuttle run: 9.5s [A]
    pull-ups: 8 [A]
    sit and reach: 51 [A]
    2.4: 10.45 [~!@#$%^&*( B]

    oh wells. sleepy, and more tests upcoming :/